Be with them! ( Day 2 )

09/06/2021

3:00 am

Hi again. I'm sorry my blogs are short as they are gonna be my everyday kind of journals. The thing i started blogging is that i started writing in a book like all by myself i had a thought that i should just write and you know after a week of writing in that book i told my friend Sahith that bro i actually felt like i was sharing stuff to my friend and the book was like a friend to me with no return opinion but just like a good listener about our life.

One thing writing makes you a better person, cause you don't need anyone's opinion in your life and writing in a book lol! it doesn't even judge you for all the things you have done and you're sharing it, but sure makes you feel much better to move on with your day. I won't be reading any comments on this blog but I sure am reading all your texts on Instagram. The thing I'm not reading here is because I just wanna write and write and write... and you guys could actually know me through these, because I can't record every feeling like a video, it's just so tough to keep up with life. Everyone thinks i'm a happy soul but life is something which teaches you a lot as you live through it, it's just like a game where it gets tougher as you move up!. 

Hmm Let's get started with today. Woke up and I planned on editing my video which is half way done and was shooting some stuff for the new video as well which is gonna release this week. Editing sure takes time but it's fun like you could just see through stuff but all you need is some good time to sit on it and work. Too much boring talk lol! Due to Covid everyone is just being home and getting lonely and depressed, but I say it's the only time we can get to know ourselves and it's the time where we could spend a lot of time with our parents and get to know them well, deep enough like a friend. Once time passes through, it never comes back and once a human passes away they never come back. Covid has been a tough time to me being away from my family literally made me so helpless, you all might have thought he was having fun and all but inside I was going through a lot as my uncle passed away and my parents tried to hide it from me. But later when i knew! I was too late, I got so busy in life working and working and doing videos that I literally forgot to text him back a few times~ now he is no more and I'm helpless. Life is short guys and it's gonna show you a lot of hell but we gotta do what we have too. What's done is done, it can't be undone but you can change the future the way you want it to be. Family is everything and when you are not there for them at the right time that kills you internally, but I promised myself that no matter what I go through there are so many people out there who feel the same and much worse. I have to make them smile and I have to make sure they are doing ok! It's tough for me. That's the reason sometimes I take a pause and breathe because humans are amazing creatures but the most infectious ones too who can affect you in all ways. Be happy with your loved ones, guys.

Thanks for today,

Gaurav